giantflamingskull

Hi... it's been like... what? 6 years since I've made a journal or post of anything?? A lot of things have changed. I realized I was in an abuse situation and moved halfway across the country to get tf out. That was in 2020 right before the pandemic hit. Fun times. Job hopping because the economy and employers suck. Still dealing with chronic illness stuff and got MORE diagnoses to the ever-growing list it seems and now I have a physical (yet invisible) disability. So many doctor and specialist appointments, it's driving me nuts. I've also finally decided to seek help and try out a psychiatrist. Yippee... Trying to survive out here but I'm okay. That's probably a lie. I'm not really "okay" right now. OG followers may remember by dog, Stella. Sadly, after 14 years, she was laid to rest two days ago. Sunday April 2nd, 2023. She got very sick and it was discovered she had a massive cancerous mass on her spleen that spread to her lungs, and she wasn't able to breathy correctly anymore.